TikTokers Alexandra Madison and Jon Bouffard Expecting Baby, One Year After Pregnancy Loss
Alexandra Madison and Jon Bouffard are hopeful for the future.
After the TikTokers announced they were expecting a baby together, Alexandra shared how experiencing a stillbirth at 26 weeks one year earlier has shifted their mindset in their new chapter.
"Pregnancy after loss is a mixture of emotions to say the least," she captioned the couple's joint June 22 Instagram post. "Moments of excitement are so easily overshadowed by feelings of grief, doubt, and worry. Following the loss of Leo, the thought of being pregnant again terrified me- and if I'm honest, it still does."
Reflecting candidly on their fertility struggles, the 32-year-old, whose due date is in September, shared a message for couples who are navigating the lows of their own journey.
"For those of you in the thick of grieving a loss or if you're struggling with infertility, I'm not here to tell you that there's light at the end of the tunnel," she explained. "While not a day goes by that I'm not grateful for this pregnancy, Jon and I are still navigating this journey with cautious optimism. What I can tell you is that it's okay to protect your peace."
Alexandra—who shared their previous pregnancy announcement last April with her and Jon, 38, cutting into a blue-filled cake—admitted, "After a late-term loss, you become painfully aware that announcements at any stage are scary. There is no safe zone."
However, she and Jon expressed gratitude for the outpouring of support following the tragic experience.
"The road to a healthy baby isn't easy, and consider it a blessing if you can't relate," she wrote. "Thank you all, from the bottom of our hearts, for your continued love and support over this past year and a half. We carry it with us every day."
Since their pregnancy loss, Alexandra and Jon have continued to process their grief with the help of dark humor.
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"I think for us, it was such a dark time that it felt like we truly were never gonna come up for air," she explained on the Baby, This is Keke Palmer podcast in March. "This is our trauma, and the way that I deal with things is through comedy."
"I feel like if this is something that I'm experiencing, there has to be other people who experience this as well," she continued. "If it's a way for people to feel connected and seen, we might as well do it."
Meanwhile, Jon admitted that being the father was a different experience, which he struggled with in his own right.
"The hardest thing as a guy is that there's nothing you can do," he told TODAY.com last August. "I have my own pain, but I don't know exactly what Alex is going through ... to see (it) is the worst thing I've ever experienced in my life."
But like Alexandra, he emphasized, "Humor makes it easier to talk about it."
For more celebrities who've spoken about their fertility journey, keep reading.
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Bella Robertson
The Duck Dynasty star and husband Jacob Mayo have been open about why it’s important for them to give insight into their fertility struggles on her family’s new reality series.
“We share the story of infertility in the show and that’s something that we haven’t really shared publicly that much, but that’s something that others just don’t know.” Bella said in a joint interview with Jacob for Us Weekly published May 21. “When you just look at someone on social media, you can’t know what anyone’s going through.”
For them, it not only “felt right” but allowed the pair to be their “authentic selves on this new show.”
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Olivia Culpo
Two years before the former Miss Universe and Christian McCaffrey shared they were expecting their first baby, she detailed how her endometriosis diagnosis may lead to future fertility issues.
“I want to have kids, but I want to make sure that I can,” Culpo, who was diagnosed with the disease in 2020 and subsequently had surgery to treat it, shared in a November 2022 episode of The Culpo Sisters. “It could be really hard for me to have babies.”
“Endometriosis can affect your fertility in a lot of different ways,” she continued. “You can have endometrial tissue growing near or on your ovaries, it can affect the quality of your eggs, scar your fallopian tubes.”
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Caelynn Bell
Bachelor Nation member shared a candid message about her and husband Dean Bell’s difficulty conceiving in the nearly two years since their wedding-
“It’s hard,” Caelynn explained in a March 19 YouTube video. “I’m putting way less pressure on myself than I was in the first few months of trying.”
Although the process has been emotionally challenging, Caelynn is remaining positive as she and her husband get medically tested to “figure out what’s going on.”
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Julianne Hough
The Dancing With the Stars cohost has been open about her struggles with endometriosis, a female reproductive disease, and has been working to preserve her fertility for when she feels ready to try and have a baby. In June 2025, she shared that she froze her eggs for the third time.
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Whitney Port
Since welcoming her son Sonny with husband Tim Rosenman in 2017, the Hills alum has been candid about the ups and downs of her fertility journey, including her two pregnancy losses and her surrogate’s two miscarriages.
In July 2024, Whitney confirmed she’s preparing for a second egg retrieval.
After sharing that she and Tim had attempted surrogacy only for the surrogate to suffer two miscarriages, in addition to Whitney herself experiencing two pregnancy losses, Whitney confirmed in July 2024 she was preparing for a second egg retrieval.
"I'm feeling definitely better than my last round because I know a little bit more what to expect," she shared, "and I just have so much trust and faith in my doctor."
But no matter what happens in their journey to welcome a second child, Whitney has been clear there is nothing lacking in her family of three.
"Especially now, as we embark on this fertility journey for number two, I know we are complete no matter what," she wrote as part of a birthday tribute to Sonny on his 7th birthday in July 2024. "You are a blessing. We love watching you grow and are beyond grateful for how chill you are."
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Michelle Yeoh
The Everything Everywhere All At Once star—who married Jean Todt in 2023 after a 19-year engagement—once opened up about the challenges she experienced trying to conceive with her first husband, Dickson Poon.
"I always wanted to have children," Michelle shared during a podcast appearance in Nov. 2024. "I went and did fertility [treatments] to aid in the process. I think that's the worst moment to go through is every month. You feel like such a failure."
She continued, "At some point, you stop blaming yourself. There are certain things in your body that don't function in a certain way. That's how it is. You just have to let go and move on."
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Eve
The rapper, who shares son Wilde with husband Maximillion Cooper, once detailed a heartbreaking pregnancy loss she experienced due to an ectopic pregnancy while filming her sitcom Eve.
"It was 2006 when I found out that I was pregnant," Eve wrote in her memoir Who's That Girl?. "I had to have emergency surgery and stop filming the show for two weeks. I don't know why I lied to everyone on set and said that my appendix had ruptured, really. Maybe because I was lying to myself."
"If I faced losing my baby, then I didn't know if two weeks would be enough emotional healing time," she continued. "In the end, it was barely enough healing time for me physically, before I was right back to work on set. I had lost so much weight after the surgery, and my body was so frail."
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Mary Bonnet
The Selling Sunset star, who welcomed her son Austin at the age of 15, has been candid about her and husband Romain Bonnet's fertility journey.
“We don't know what the outcome is going to be,” she told E! News in Sept. 2024. “We're just kind of taking it as it as it comes. I've been super busy right now with the book and with the season and everything. So, I know nothing's going to happen if I'm stressed out and if I'm running around.”
And in addition to undergoing a surgery to rectify a septate uterus (when the uterus is divided into two parts by a membrane), Mary said she and Romain aren't rushing into any decisions—and are happy with their dog.
“We have our fur baby though, Thor. Romaine is obsessed with him,” added the real estate agent. “So if it doesn't happen, he says he's OK. He’s got his little fur baby, and he is just beyond obsessed. We’ll be OK. What's meant to be will be.”
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Erin Andrews
The NFL sportscaster and her husband Jarret Stoll, who welcomed son Mack in July 2023, have had their own fair share of ups and downs amid their journey to parenthood—including navigating Erin's cervical cancer diagnosis in 2017.
But having frozen her eggs before her cancer battle, she then underwent IVF to help her conceive a child—an experience she decided to share with the world.
"I just was so tired of keeping quiet," she explained of sharing her struggles in a 2021 essay. "It was such a hard, painful journey. I think I went numb through most of it, because you just feel like a robot and you're on this really unfair roller coaster that more times out of none, you're going to get really bad news."
She added, "I'm a vocal person, and I could speak from the heart and just talk about how crappy it was and that I get it for a lot of couples and families that are trying to have a child."
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