The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives' Jessi Draper Ngatikaura detailed her decision to share the recovery process from her recent plastic surgery during Live From E!: Grammys Feb. 1.
By Gibson Johns Feb 02, 2026 12:47 PM | Updated 4 minutes ago
Why Mormon Wives' Jessi Draper Wants Her "Old Face Back" After Getting Plastic Surgery
Jessi Draper Ngatikaura isn't keeping this part of her life a secret.
While attending the 2026 Grammys—hosted by Trevor Noah at Los Angeles' Crypto.com Arena—on Feb. 1, the Secret Lives of Mormon Wives star detailed her decision to candidly share her recovery process after undergoing plastic surgery last month.
"I just think it’s important to be transparent," Jessi, noting she's "still swollen," told Keltie Knight in an exclusive interview during Live From E!: Grammys, "because not everyone just drinks water and works out and looks 20 years younger, you know?" (For every celeb for stepped out at the 68th annual Grammy Awards, click here.)
The 33-year-old—who shares kids Jagger, 5, and Jovi, 3, with husband Jordan Ngatikaura—explained that the majority of her costars being in their 20s also weighed into her decision to go under the knife.
"I’m the oldest on my cast so I gotta keep up with the young girls," she added, "and I’m just not afraid to show it because it’s real life."
Jessi's comments followed her documentation of her recovery after undergoing multiple cosmetic procedures on her face, including an upper and lower blepharoplasty and facial fat grafting.
"Believe it or not, this is actually not how I want to look,” she explained in the Jan. 20 video posted to Instagram. “A lot of people in the comments are like, ‘She ruined her face, she looks so scary.’ I’m still healing, I’m swollen."
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The Hulu star emphasized, "I want to make it clear: I did not want to look like this. This is not the result I’m going for, but it’s just part of the healing process."
She went on to explain that she would've preferred to look the way she used to, but noted that her current appearance was just temporary.
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"I would give anything to have my old face back right now," Jessi said in the clip. "I am hating how I look. This is not what I want to look like, I'm not choosing to look like this… right now, it’s just a mind trip."
Jessi was one of many stars to step out for the 2026 Grammy Awards. Keep reading to see all the celebs in attendance...
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Sabrina Carpenter
in custom Valentino and Chopard jewelry.
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Teyana Taylor
in Tom Ford and Tiffany & Co. jewelry.
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Chappell Roan
in custom Mugler.
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Justin Bieber & Hailey Bieber
in Balenciaga and Lorraine Schwartz jewelry (Justin) and Alaïa and Lorraine Schwartz jewelry (Hailey).
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Tate McRae
in Balenciaga and Lorraine Schwartz jewelry.
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Jelly Roll & Bunnie Xo
in custom Louis Vuitton, Happy Jewelers jewelry and custom Bowen Bootwear (Jelly Roll).
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Lady Gaga
in custom Matieres Fecales.
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Billie Eilish
in custom Hodakova.
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Miley Cyrus
in Celine and Pomellato jewelry.
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Olivia Dean
in Chanel and Cartier jewelry.
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Kesha
in Atelier Biser.
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Benson Boone
in Giorgio Armani.
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Halle Bailey
in Paolo Sebastian.
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Jennifer Hudson
in custom Kilian Kerner.
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Kelly Osbourne
in Lorraine Schwartz jewelry.
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Jack Antonoff
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Ty Dolla Sign
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Karol G
in Paolo Sebastian, Jacob & Co. jewelry and Gianvito Rossi shoes.
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Jon Batiste
in Christian Louboutin shoes.
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Trevor Noah
in Ralph Lauren Purple Label and Christian Louboutin shoes.
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Ana Amelia Batlle Cabral & Marcello Hernández
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Chaka Khan
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Summer Walker
in Sterling Forever jewelry.
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Busta Rhymes
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Chrissy Teigen & John Legend
in Caroline’s Couture and Chopard jewelry (Teigen) and custom Louis Vuitton (Legend).
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Nikki Glaser
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Bad Bunny
in custom Schiaparelli Haute Couture and Cartier jewelry.
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Doechii
in custom Roberto Cavalli and Chopard jewelry.
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Pharrell Williams & Helen Lasichanh
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